The Funky Friend

Name: June
Nicknames:LovelyGer Aka Piglet
Birthday:9 May
School: Kaplan Financial
Horoscope: Taurus
Living In: Bt panjang

My Loves

Drinks:plain water,green tea
Movies: romances n laughter
Songs: Sad n happy n i like
Singers: Gary cao,xiao zhu,jolin,fish leong n alot more
Actor/Actress: gary yap,jerry,n etc

My Loathes

Drinks:some sweet drink
Movies: horrors n scary
Songs: hard to sing one
Singers: dun knw
Actor/Actress: bad ppl

My Current Mood

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Saturday, May 31, 2008
No Confidence

So fast my leave goin end n the exam goin to start on monday..which means i have just today n TML to really buck up. bt i really no heart on it.. maybe i have no hope for myself or i just think tis a super duper hard paper..n i think mi unable to make it even i mention so much on it.

tis few day after i taking my leave starting thurday. i miss the kickboxing on wed as i have dinner wif my cousin's family as they celebrate their mother's 50 yr old. i sometime really envy there family members. get all their wan. as for me i think i will need to work hard on it.so have a big big meal..really very nice.so never really touch book on wed. bt have a sharing wif my cousin.

so i decided to stay @ my cousin place 2 study. so i have stay here for 4 day 3 nite. so 2day will be e last nite n sun i goin for a short break n really force myself as mon its the paper @ 3 pm n its another one more n i will be settle for nw. tis 2 day of study i dun knw did i really try my best or i making use of the time. bt i think i have really try my best to study liao..i think mi really no a study person.bt just dun knw y i like to torture myself.

sometime i really asking myself. What the Purpose in life or Wat u wish to gain? bt i unable to find a answer or i just ignore the tots. ytd have a chance to talk to my daughter. once again she break down. bt tis time round i will be firm in scolding her becos she cant be always like tat.maybe i sound harsh bt i really means well to u. they no pts u keep on mention something n nothing be done n u expected it to be done. i think sometime problem lies wif ownself bah. bt i always mention when u make tis choice....DUN REGRET!!!!

Bt i really dun like my life...BECOS i always need to make a CHOICE.........which its either tis or that. bt i always choose to let go both. let say for example ytd friday i can go relax myself which i always lookin forward a chalet to go bt i have my bf's gathering to go. so i forgo all..i stay @ my cousin's place alone to eat my dinner n study lor..i think my cousin's place its really a nice place i get my thinking right n knw wat i wan.

recent yr i have slowly searching for my inner soul which i hope 2 understand myself more.bt as my age grow older i think e level of thinking change.never mind i keep tell myself i will make it..as long i try n i put in effort into it..

there goes for u my DEar Daughter!!!hope tis will be the last time i hear C** @ my ear le.promise me must face it true n daring..i knw its hard bt no choice..Life is like tat one..i also learning every day also..Relax bah..

ok time to go back my book liao..bt no heart @ all...hw i wish can just go n take n be done wif it...

shall be back updating on next weekend

Labels: Life Planning

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